The outlook’s not as bleak as you might imagine tho.
There’s a certain amount of anguish, tumult, despair, and melancholy (among other descriptors) surrounding the proper setup and monetization of a website, when you have basically no money to put into it. I will go into further detail about the absolute *hurt* which went into my journey towards building a proper site. Hopefully you will have a better time of it and reap some sweet, expedited rewards🙂
Find as many enjoyable moments in your life as possible. String them together frequently whenever able. Little else seems to be the core of our real motivations in life. Some experience this most when giving and sharing with others, another group employs a mixture of service to others and self, and still a number of people find the most enjoyment through solitary activities. All these avenues are perfectly fine, and you are valid for seeking out your own joy!